haiz..

now i in library typing tis blog...i reli i reli din ply u..its juz i scare later u wait me n not the end u wan..im sorry

yes im a person need freedom...sumtime i juz...think far..i scare break wif u tat feeling..eventhought i never try b4 but i noe tat feeling sure very hurt..i reli duwan to hurt u..but can u und my feeling??? X(


im scare..i duno noe my feeling izit call love???or i juz scare to be alone..haiz...im sorry....but since my family oso not agree me to couple in tis age...i tink i will ask u to give up...everything tat i tell u i can say all is real..i din lie u b4..im sorry...haiz..i noe u very sad,hurt but i duno wat should i do..in tis 2 day i try my best to tink wat ans i should give u???continue ask u wait??or juz let go?but at last i cant make any decision..haiz...IM VERY CONFUSE!!!!!!LYM!!!!!!!!!wat u should do?????????oh....can anyone help me??????????plz...give me a suitable ans!!!!!!!!!!!!!


haiz....sumtime i tink alone wat u doing now?did u miz me?are u give up on me edi??
but today wen u juz simply ans my que..i noe i noe...tat u edi give up..haiz...suan la LYM!!!!!juz let it go!4get the 1st time u all meet,4get the time u in library,4get 4get!!!!!!!!


WAKE UP LAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!STUPID!!!!!

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25 january 2009...

haiz..so fan everyday oso like tat all my wrong??????so FAN!!!!!!!!!!!idiot idiot!!now i scare edi reli scare argue wif u...haizzzzzzz..WAit!!!canot i got my thing to do juz sumtime 4get to tell u!ALL MY WRONG!!EVERYDAY SAD SAD SAD!


and got one jesus haiz fan me gain...STUDY STUDY..me edi so fan!!!still wan fan me!

23 january 2009

ntg special 2day juz work work work n i type wrong gain ..n say me din focus lo..haiz..

2day my fren call me..wahh..reli too suddenly n she told me tat she study in a college i reli jealous la..not her oli bt other of my fren oso..haiz..CAN I??huh..in reli scare i will get a very bad result la... now i regret y tat time din study hard????!!!!but is too late now ...juz hope god will bless me la..mass.com.../multimedia>???i can oli tell myself to wait... huh...

20 january 2009

boring boring boring!!!!!very boring job!!haiz...edi 3 weeks i work so boring!every day face the same thing!!num num num!!!!haiz....suan la i nid money money money..gila edi me...erm..ntg special everyday my boss late let me go haiz..make me walk to bus n tat bus go..kek sei yan lak!!!!!!huhuhu..anywer...have to listen oso..


erm...me n him...tat day argue..i reli tot tat time is the final day v can chat...bt he find me in the morning ..happy oso n sad lo....keke..i will try my best de!dun worry!!!!!love u!!


i saw he blog too 2day at 10.15pm...

16th jan 09

ermm....nowdays ntg special happen everyday de same..bt i seldom gip my boss scold edi..couse i finally und edi..huh..i edi work i tink 2 week..feel very boring evryday face the same thing..num num num..type type type..boring..now i noe tat scol is good..erm..my fren uncle pass away edi..wen i heard tis news..woah..reli make me shock ..too suddenly haiz..ermm..reli thing bac a lot of thing wen i was f4 go his house..woah..hope him will live in peace la..

everyday wake up ,go 4 lunch,go work,go anywer oso muz tell him..haha..ermm,..guai guai de..mayb i tak biasa gua..is ok i will try my best..

talk bout work..i reli learn a lot..although is reli boring everyday face the same thing..huh..bt i NEED MONEY..buy computer..k..i will add oil de...

chinese new year come le..still no ppl call me out..i will take 1 week for my holidayX)i wan go sunway lagoon..anyone?????huh...juz wait la..

gong xi gong xi

yeah...2day is the most busy day 4 me...huh..at the morning i continue my work(make slide show)so many work done in last minute den after tat i have to bring tat presentation to the restoran to present tat time everyting is very gud..den i cum bac home my 3rd jie told me tat my home printer have no more ink walau...die lo...tat time i quickly get my bicycle to go old town n buy..reli an unlucky day me..i go almost whole old town bt oso cnt ge...huh..i have no hp tat time so..i bought a mineral water to get sum coin to call my jie jie..haiz..

den i reach a shop n cincai buy onet...wen i try to refill..it doesnt work..SHIT..so i give up le

den i got to very quickly bath n make up myself...huh..

at night.........


my presentation..get so many claping hands frm other ppl..bt middle gt a bit..stuck..bt it ok..at least i done my job...p)

well...

my jie fun drink too muc wain..untill he bcum like blur blur guy n rampas my thing...grrr. n i didnt eat muc today..huh...

5th january 2009

ermm..2day got 3 thing make me got 2 feeling 1st sad n 2nd angry..

1st yesterday he told me sorry..i sam yun till tell him my wrong n i said sorry to him..mayb im wrong..i reli duno..haizz..n i told him to wait me..n he said he will wait me for 2 years bt 2day he like changing a lot..he not like last time..he getting talk less to me..n i feel..mayb last time i treat him like tat nw he wan treat me bac..am i wrong telling him tat i tui him"i got feel"..i reli duno..i reli scare tis kind of feeling..huh..55 end la..reli scare..

2day i sms wif him..all de word he reply he oli "fu him " me.. "oh oh oh"..i "tui" him like no more "sun sam"..i duno..sumtime i feel he not reli believe on wat i said..izit if a guy like tat gurl is like tat??i reli confuse...did he reli like me???or juz "tang" me as his doll??nid me tat time call me no nid me tat throw me away..i tink im wrong to "yuan liang" him yesterday..i should not tell sorry to him..i reli scare tis kind of feeling...haiz..y??y tis kind of thing muz happen to me!i chat wif him sad thing more then happy thing..haizzz

2nd thing is my stupid jie jie delete my photo..sumtime i reli hate her la!never ask ppl permission n delete it!!!!huhu..baga...i duno y all those ppl very gud to her!they duno she got 2 face??????one is real character n 2nd is act gud infront of ppl....haiz...nvm she is my sis i accept wat give frm god..


lets talk bac those happy ting..my jie jie marry le..bt tat time my new cloth dirty edi..luckly i found another...hehe wish them happy 4ever la.

1st time writting a blog..4/1/2009

tis is the 1st time i writing blog..is oso becuz of u i writting ..edi 3 years u knowing me do u feel tat im playing u..huh..after i know u everyday u sms me my heart got two feeling.1 sumtime i feel u will make me happy..2nd sumtime u will make me feel sad..i duno wat is the feel i wif u..im not duwan say tat i like u..bt..huh...i duno i reli duno..i got so many prob but i reli scare to tell u..im not duwan give u to und me..bt i duno how??i duno when u will joking wif me n wen u r serious wif me..i duno tat i bring my jie jie cum u will got tat feeling..mayb i should not ask u tat time..n i juz act duno..but i noe u got feel wif me..i juz wan to noe the ans.."IM SORRY"huh..

im i wrong..anyone can tell me..i didn't play u.i didin't.after u telling all de thing i feel reli happy..cuz i got ur ans..bt now...izit my fault???????my fault asking u tat que???