huh..who the want should feel stress!!28 nov 2009

gila already this month so stress leh!stress about my working place my family my pendrive taken from that fellu!!!HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
i feel really want to go a big big sea to shout as loud as i can la!!!!!!!
today i feel really really tired cause i never thought to work full so yesterday i slept 3.30am++ then i wake up 8.45am..suddenly my supervisor told me i got to work full that time i just feel ok la..
then around 8pm i feel getting tired tired tired even walk also feel so sleepy WTH! then 9.55pm i received massage from bp shop supervisor scold me why i never tell her that soon.come lost the slippers!my god!me the one she blame??did i do anything wrong??im not understand la..she say i make her so dissapointant but..walau i also dont know want to say what that time i just feel my tear want drop down only..the way she type like blaming me..1st as a friend s.c ask me to keep it as a secret so i just do la..if i feel her sure i kena from s.c so!what i should do!!next time i dont want to know anything la..i feel so tired la even im just a part timer!!!no one can help me i just call soon come and ask her why she tell out my name i just like a victim!

sometime i also dont what they want!so stress about the new job and now this!actually they say part time is just relax no need worried about commission but..is stress between friend and supervisor!
and sometime i feel angry is they suka suka put me up and down up and down!

so 10pm i go back with yj lo..we then go mamat and talk talk i also got tell her about my thing.

and my pendrive i also no mood to think already!/..

LIFE!should be like that?

no way...

somettime i feel like i dont which road i should continue go..huh..so stress looking all my friend study and working of cause jealous but...i working too...

talking about my working place...feel like no energy like last time cause my supervisor already go to england withought her to guide us i feel like no challenge in this job..just imagine before she leave the sales for every sat and sun is rm1000++..but now,cannot hit not even rm800 i know as a part time i should't be too busy body because i didnt get any commision..but once i work for this company i think that i should do my job cause company giving money..haiz..but those can get commission just didnt do their job !even got cfustomer only me and a chinese girl serve!really F la!sometime kiosk supervisor tell B that her staff this and that huh..she got mouth to say people but please la!before you say people please look at yourself la!!and tell the true la 'dont you also like that!' haiz...but i dont know la luckly i only work from 6.30-10pm..dont care la.not my problem im not a supervisor!i juat a part timer!
yesterday she told me that HQ people call and ask why the sales so bad!she tell them no customer want to come in!ok fine than when HQ ppl ask her to tell us to talk more i get angry lo!im not angry with HQ ppl but i angry with B!please la who the people who didnt talk more!dont say talk la!serve also no!im not going to listen what she say if think she is wrong!
what to do she is a supervisor!~

3.14am..comfirm

cannot sleep so open he blog to see what happen to him now...
the laters blog is nov...i saw he and she..actually when bola told me i got a bit like 50 50 they are together but now 100% huh...my hand was so cold now...i totally already fong hei him already but..ya im "mengaku" that i told him that ai chin can pei yang..but then this is my suggestion, you cannot blame it on me...because the final decision u had to make ur own come on laa!but he choosing my friend now i also hope he will treat her good and not to hurt her like how he make me....so wish you guys have really happy ending..even you guys dont know how long this relation will last but always keep the good memory..
huh...now my plan is relax untill i continue study...so lazy tommorrow go watch michael jackson "this is it " movie..
have a nice day!~~~

19 nov 2009

my computer finally had finish repaired huh..so whats now is no money no money no money....
i also forget these month what happen in to me..so...erm...i found a new job at epromode company quiet a good job one day rm85...so i decide to quit my work now..a bit feel sad cause so long already more than 6 month huh..but nevermind la..causen im still working at mid.v..what happen to  my friend or mine supervisor is she told me she very stress because of one of his staff never try to listen what she say..everytime scold her already she will do back the same..i just try to comfort her la..and as a friend of cause i dont hope she quit or sad because of her la...sometime i feel my caring is too over but i dont know y cause thats is how i treat all my friend....so hope this thig she cann faster settle and faster get married la..cause i think she now scare to believe people espeacially her guy..so add oil la friend!!!

cc...

so long didnt write blog already so where am i now??is cycbe cafe!!!since 1month aga my computer spoil i didnt online untill now accept lst two days using hp...
i also forget what happen these week...only know that i use a lot of money to repair that stupid computer so i dicuss with my jie too buy the new want..and i make decision to buy laptop..but actually im still confuse either laptop or desktop leh...haiz...

talking a bout my working place la..this whole week also didnt work cause got new full timer i know this show cant stay long so decide to find another part time job...

god i chck my mail almost 1000++ haha all also fai de lo
just now when to eat breakfast with kah foon so long didnt meet her but she still the same...hehe

erm...last friday 31 octorber siew ping company invite tp band to perform playing 'aku cinta padamu;,'heal the world','rock around the clock','when u will come back'..so when rehearsal that time my air still ok..when the show begin walau espeacially the last song rock around the clock i few got one second i want to die!!but i still continue play..huh..die!so after finish we when to wings yam cha and hui min dad call say want scold her already haha 1.30am only go back..its also my first time....but mom sisnt scold haha