haiz.....17/3/2009

izit if someone that you believe borrow your thing and didnt return is ok??
izit if you pray that fellu to give back your thing that he borrow and he still don't want return to you is ok??

NOT OK LO!haiz...i suddenly think back my photo that i keep in my pendrive this 3 years has just gone like that so pain my heart...haiz...i already try my best to let go don't think that photo anymore..its wont come back..but i cannot la!!!WHY!!! haiz...everything i borrow you,you can throw away..i just have a little request just that pendrive!say me cheat!you are the cheater..cheat my thing thAT I BORROW YOU!!!
NO BRAIN LA!!!
HAIZ..from the beginning i should not give you my pendrive!!why i will believe you!!idiot idiot idiot!!!bagades!!!!F you betul!! mom ah..how how how!!!forget forget or who can elp me!!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCKER!!these word never come out from me and because of you!idiot la!!!!!

what to do???....help me la..i just want that photo!!!!

forget?take back??HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

boring neh...16 march 2009

so sien la...sitting at home..nothing tod o sien untill die la..feel like want play badminton with my geng but they look like so busy...huh..

want buy new hp but must wait untill next month....sien sei la!!!
huh...


erm..sometime i think..izit difficult to find a friend that you really you can believe??or izit my problem cannot find a good friend??i don"t know maybe im too sensitive,but..sometime she/he will treat you good and sometime will treat you bad..izit this call 'need you that time find you dont need you that time throw you away'???or..from the beginning people just treat you as a normal friend???
i just want find a friend that i really can share my thing ..izit very difficult??huh..

maybe like how my friend told me easy to find a friend difficult to find a good friend..maybe i got problem..or........i dont know..huh...but i will find out the problem la..maybe start from how i talking...too straight or..haiz...life is really many thing to 'fan' ...

people say at house you need family,at outside you need a friend..haiz...
any comment??

huh...

so boring la and fan...

now fan about college..so far from my house that TAR college need to take LRT and 45 minute after thatgot to take bus to that college..haizzzzz...fan fan fan la!!!
haiz..mass.comm..really like la..but..so far la
i wan to stay at hostel but..need much money..
must go there see one day le..
huhuhu

duno good or bad??12/3/2009

haiz...today go back school take result also dont know a bad thing or a good thing
after take my result..then i and py went to band room..then we all play song lu..

after a while our little ex junior suddenly like so ANGRY come in band room and close the door so loud make me scare lo..like dont know who pijak their tail..whole band room quiet..then we all go out and kepoh la..

then yuen lai..that lion scold our little duck...all crying..so many ex member want to scold that lion...but they didnt..not because of scare..just dont want make the problem become worse and worse..so have a discussion ..

so i think that lion also very "guo fen"
la...like the jungle is all the her want..i also dont know why last time she didnt show out her real face..
when we install walau..all teeth come out lu..

i hope our little junior can 55 settle la..

good luck..

sad..;( ANGRY!!

what happen to him har!!!my fault again ah???he blame me man ! say me!say me make him change untill like that!!!F!haiz.. my pendrive gave from my junior has just gone like that all my picture at genting,kuantan,my jie wedding,installation,my family just gone gone!!!!he dont want give back me!!

!haiz..just like how my friend say "sun kek zhi yin "la...if he really want give then sure will give de la!he want me to get the pain like how he get!hey!i want ask i said dont want coutinue with him and give back my pendrive is totally 2 different thing lo!!
this world still this kind of so emotional de people??yes is true!

haiz.......................
suan. la...he want think like that what to do!??the most important is my friend and my family believe me!kenal wrong friend!so stupid la me!!
always say me cheat cheat cheat!!!i also dont know i CHEAT him what lo!!!!!rm21.90?i said want paid!but is him want 'cheong chi' give lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sushi king???i give back you money lo!!

haiz...somemore want tell other people my thing and ask them give comment!!!halo!!excuse me!!"ran tou"me is what kind of people i dont know mah!!need you to sent to 47 people mah!! so hurt when i heard this!!didnt use head to thing when i do the same thing like how he did what kind of feeling he will have !!!so NO BRAIN!haiz...jatuhkan my name i know you sengaja want la!!!SUAN la!!"fai si" say...just do what you like!!CHEAT YOU!!! 1st time give people say like that!!haiz..tian ah....tou tai i "him" him what la!!izit pijak his tail ah!!!WHY!!

i know he is that kind of person cannot lost!!must win win win!!so if i continue fight also no use because the result still the same he is the want do everything is correct and others is wrong!!!so i better be the want whos wrong...cause no need waste my energy!haiz

so siu hei!!just let go la!!why la..want ma fan me!!!! BE MATURE a bit la!!!!

haiz...

finally..

say true.if want forget someone that you know him 3 years is really difficult but i know i can do it..
feel alone is better now..more freedom..hehe;)erm..really learned a lot..
and have to thank to all my friend that listen my story..now me feel very ok le..
tomorrow go kuatan looo..

i bought new mp4..yeak!

i have learn a very good sentence from a book

respect bagets respect

i've learned that people
will forget what you say,
people will forget what you did,but
people will never forget how you made them feel...