hi 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so boring la this year new year so sien!!!!!!!!nothing special !!!!!!working like usuall nopt going out countdown!!!so....................................im sick now!!
just now i tell my jie jie happy new year so funny haha.....laugh untill i also no sound already..wish to go out tommorrow...so boring...yeak i get my salary already hahahah.....

happy new year yin mee!!

a new yaer a new myself!!

do you know what the meaning of withdraw???!!!27/12/09

wake up 9.00am..prepared myself to go to work,very happy cause this is my last project after this i no need hear or no need care those customer complaint this and that already.haha
10.45am i reach my working place (c4),and register myself,so when i reach that cage i found that i lost one bottle of mineral F,so i have to go withdraw la.when i finish prepare the drink then i go outside and take two bottle of mineral(5.5l each)
the story begin...
is begin with 5 security i name it as..(penakut s , fatty indian s , botak s , malay s)

ym:er,..saya mau withdraw ini air untuk buat sampling kat luar
penakut:sampling apa?
ym: carefour brand.
penakut:mana surat kebenaran?
ym:oh surat itu ah...
penakut:ialah mesti ada surat punya
ym:okok sekarang saya pergi ambil ya.tunggu
penakut:surat kebenaran tau!!
ym;yaya

after a moment....

ym:nah ini surat dia
......
ym:lekat sticket la,saya mau buat sampling la.dan tandatangan
penakut:nanti dulu..(take out the walky talky)control control..ini ada promoter nak ambil air buat sampling boleh ke
malay:tak dengar
penakut:ada promoter nak ambil air buat sampling boleh ke.
malay:ada resit tak??
penakut:ah..kena ada resit punya
ym:har?hari tu i ambil boleh je.
malay:ah saya datang

after 5min.malay s+indian s+ botak s

malay:kenapa u ambil air ini?u kena ada resit mah,lepas tu u claim duit tu dari syarikat u,u tak boleh ambil      macam ini tau,u promote apa?
ym:saya c4 blackcurrant.dari dulu dia org pun ambil macam itu saya tak tau la.semalam ok je
 ym:yesterday u told me i can take this mineral right(asking tat india)
indian:what?when?
botak:apa masalah ini!
malay:tak ada ini dia mau ambil air buat sampling kat luar,tapi dia kata boleh ambil terus
botak:eh.tak ada tak ada,kita tak dapa arahan apa2 pun dari atasan
ym:tapi,manager i ckp.
botak:tak ada2 manager u ckp habis manager i?nak air,tu ambil dari situ(dirty water)

i really want F them..
botak:siapa yg bagi kebenaran u ambil har?u ambil dari mana?
y:dari luar..
malay:jadi ini kali ke berapa u ambil
ym:3
botak:dah kali ketiga u ambil?tanpa bayar?berapa botal
ym(4get):8bottle
botak:call mada
......(cannot get)
indian:eh...surat ini tulis withdraw tuan means dia tak perlu bayar and ambil dari kita

ym:yalak!withdraw mean  i ambil terus mah,dia tak cakap kena bayar and resit tu kena bagi sini!!
malay:yelah saya pun faham dan i ada baca surat itu

botak:tak ada i tak dapat apa2 arahan pun
waiting...

botak:saya bukan nak buat masalah cuma i tak dpt arahan dr atasan
ym:okok,calling supervisor...

ym:helo sh yin mee,they didnt let me take the mineral,i want withdraw they ask me paid at outside and claim money from u.
shin:wat?u tell them we are promting those thing for they company and we can get free
ym:i told them but they didnt let,

shin:tell me want his name.izit that botak,fat fat wan?
ym:yayaya
shin:dont listen to him u go find mada,or u get their hp number i call them
ym:okok

ym:supervisor i nak no u,dia nak ckp dengan u
botak:tak perlu tak perlu,saya tak nak dengar
ym:call again..
ym:they say dont want listen.
shin:nvm u go do sampling 1st.i'll come later
ym:ok

ym skrg i pergi buat sampling dulu,dah lambat la i
botak:nanti dulu

idiot fatty botak go away,withought saying anything..

ym:so?skrg i pegi buat sampling dulu la.nanti apa2 u call supervisor i
indian:ok bg no.sp u and u
ym:ok air tu i letak sini...

idiot betul.i take so many time already now they only want to make problem!idiot penakut and botak!!!

so i do my work.....

supervisor ask me steal form outside only..
har really boh i scare leh.he said just take dont care

then i take lunch with albert and wai yan and two ladies
so boring la..cause they all talking bout study thing i pulak tak ada haiz...

then i go back already..i want take back that form i left at the security place

ym:i mau ambil balik form saya
penakut:u siapa?
ym:u tak ingat i Ah?pagi tadi i mau withdraw itu air u tak kasih punya la!!
penakut:oh..so air tu u ambil mana?

i know he will ask this..

ym:i dah beli kat luar and resit tu i dah bagi supervisor i la!
penakut:ah dah bayar..
still scare,and dont want give me that form...
penakut:ah u cerita akt dia apa ha..

cerita lagi?my heart said
ym:tadi i mau withdraw itu air dia org tak kasih,so skrg i dah beli kat luar and resit tu dah bagi sp i.boleh ambil form i tak?

2kayu security :ah..boleh

so idiot and no brain!!!!!

then no enough cup,my supervisor go steal from other company..so funny...haha
after finish work i go upstraight 88 la
and go back tell to my family!

do u know whats the meaning of withdraw??

nice movie..

today work frm 9.30am to 5.30pm,im late to work today,cuz lambat bangun lo.
then around 5.45pm i go watch avatar.
lol my little junior didnt buy keropok luckly that movie nice so i didnt fall in sleep..
the movie begin..really nice background,and really awesome , i dont know how to descibe my feeling just hope to watch the 2nd time only,and some part are romantic toooo..really nice

then 9pm come out i thought want  go yam cha with yj then i wait her untill 10pm,when i reach her shop i didnt saw her so i thought maybe she forget and when back already,then i sms her she say nope thats mean havent ok,but i just feel that if i go with her car will a bit 'gam kai' couse ahem ahem la,then i just go by bus in the same time that bus also early today.
so i sms her many time she also didnt reply then got a bit angry la,but i know she is working so cannot blame her..then when reach old town she told me still havent ok and ask me wait her at her shop i said i already reach old town.then yam cha also tak jadi lo.so go back home mandi, makan and online..
avatar really nice!

                                          (Sam Worthington=Jake Sully & Zoe Saldana=Neytiri)

is my 2nd blog...

already 3.08a,.still not yet sleep? because im so boring..huh..just finish chat with soon come,now i was just worry about tommorow whether will like last time didnt talk to her or not,i scare history will begin over again,so worry..huh i just have to tell myself let it be natural la,so boring la!!!! my road is almost cannot see already, i also dont know what i want actually i got a bit like dont want to continue study but.... what can i do other than study?god..no choice and my mom hope me can continue study to college...im the last child she hope, i'll try my best

leong yin mee! new day new begin!

im stupid..

today im really stupid,huh 6.45pm i reach my working place 7pm i only in...so i dont know whymy supervisorjust like no mood only,so i continue my work.......
erm..then beside shop punya friend come buy slippers so i thought can give discount la cause she is a quiet good person,after give already my supervisor start not shuang me la.huh..i also dont know mah she must tell but i also wrong la, i should't do that so i paid back that rm 3 la,she dont want i give her, then i go and leave the money there 
she shout at me and say is UP TO me! of cause im sad la,i call sc..luckly got her if not i maybe cry already,
huh...everytime also gaduh so sien already la, i know she bu shuang me la,and go back i thought i wan say sorry to her but...she just go away like that...big mistake? haiz...i just call her la,but in the phone she also just fu him me la,haiz..cry..........nvm la...just a small problem,i also work untill may or maybe will go early la, because i think no matter how long i stay here they just thought me as a doll, part time biasa la....
huh think positive la yin mee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and my auntie so bad la i ot 3days untill 5am,she tell me that the work not rush!baga

im stupid..

late...

its alreay 2.38am,this three days i also ot untill 5am..so tired i think i really cannot tahan already today..huhu..really got a bit regret take this job..damn tired so now thinking how much auntie will pay me???at least rm150 la...so tired leh


erm,,yesterday i work 6.30pm.so ainee havent go back i told her that carefour will pay me double for this friday,then she like start to angry me already...and ask me just go there no need at here..that time i really feel sad  actually  i just tell her like that, and i never say i dont want work bp,since i already promise bp 1st i just work there la!huh..

ana still didnt talk with bp shop staff,erm...with her attitude i dont think easy la..hehe..i also seldom go down already cause lazy...and no mood to go there toooooo..haiz so sien la work untill myself want vomit blood already,,but money neh..........

lol..so boring about now life la. i miss secondary life soooo  much la

oh god today that stupid bus so slow make me wait untill now headache already..haiz....sleep la!
nite yin mee

20 dec...

today i will handle the 2nd project at carefour blackcurrant when i reach there is very easy i just register my name but the only problem is i dont know where they put those thing haiz..sad sad sad!i call my sv but he off his phone really baga la !i go bola there and 88 lo..after around 1pm i go down again and decide to ask the guard whether she know or not..baga she really know.then i meet 2 new friend name dr shiroka and wai yan..they quiet nice la

then around 5pm i when for my lunch with them go oasis...i eat fried rice again and i terlanggar kerusi almost drop down....hehe psps..then pui tat guy go find his bear..baga la he. so tired..then i meet my bp friend...


around 7pm ainee come and visit me and chat chat chat..huh and i ask her to take care my mp3..then chat chat chat lo
then i continue my work....so senang and free cause is not like jusco so straight la hehe

then 9.15pm go back..i go upstraight and find them loo...take my mp3 and chat with them and ana told me that i wear like that so nice like a ladies..XQ come on la im ladies ok!just sometime a bit chou lou only hehe..baga la..then kak amy also canot reorganise me ed hehe...then i help them close shop..
i finish already i thought have to wait A

but i saw ana go alone so i just follow her..yuen lai ainee boy friend come already dont know why i got a feeling..i also cannot describe what kind of feeling is that i just feel guai guai maybe i thought that she got bf already will push friend away but i didnt think la,,,just wish her bf will really saw what A has do to him..
then i continue my walk to bus stop..and take bus...

maggie good bye!blackcurrent hi!

finally the maggie project already finish so next project will; be blackcurrent juice,last time i thought when finish maggi project i want stop a while but since blackcurrent is so easy so i just take lo.tommorrow have to go for tranning lazynya...nevermind la got $$ hehe..so decide to learn motor this month but my mom ask me to learn car,no money mah then motor is cheaper huh..see la..



somemore got what leh..oh ya yesterday zila find me so miss her la..hehe and she told me that her group got a person so sombong lo..i know that person too..so i know her attitude is like that since secondary school..what to do just sabar la..hehe life is like that de la.just take it as a challenge!

'when someone in a very top position one day they will drop down also and that time they will feel pain',and then will only regret what they do last time'.

so hope me also will sucess in study also la cause i dont want to let someone look down,anywhere what i do is for my future not because of other people,

so about my pendrive i also forget le.

'time can make someone slowly slowly forget everything'

actually im still thinking whether i want to join that tp concert or not cause i really got no time leh..!

yesterday gastric again haiz!stupid butter!!!hate u!!XQ

today got work 6.30-10.00pm so boring lah.but $$$$$

ADD OIL! 

09dec09

today wake up 10am cause i heard my jie jie baby cry so so so loud so i cannot sleep already must take care him.then..
around 1pm i received a call from bp staff ask me whether can replace her cause she get sick so think for money i say yes la..
1pm ivan sleep already i go play computer then around 3pm start help mom.4.05pm ivan eat again then continue help mom+online,
then 5.50pm take bus go work..
then i go buy some keropok to eat later..and go to bp shop 88 lo.
6.55pm i only reach kiosk.and count stock supervisor go toilet.
around 7.55pm bp shop call my supervisor that they lost rm1006 sales money.OMG!but that time my feeling is just normal and didnt get shock.i think my own i guess is that malay girl but of couse i wont say la..cause i cannot just blame because of my own opinion.so super.v go down and get scolded from HQ and she go report lo.around 9pm they back and bella so angry and sad!haiz..because everytime when she off sure got think happen.the only think i so 'fan' is why that fellow know our sales that day is more then rm1000 leh..how come farah at there he still stole leh???
and soon also got wrong why she go S.G there..haiz..hope they will be ok la.
and that fellow who stole the money really fuck la!
tommorrow off!have a nice day friend!
'life is full of challenge is depend on you whether you will fight for your life or not'

so exited la...

so scare,so worry so exited la...tommorrow 1st day work jusco so so so scare i scare those manager will come and test me..i tell myself just try my best everything will be ok but..still scare la..relax yin mee you can do it!just 4 day gambateh!huh...cannot sleep leh..but if i cant handle then i think i wont continue la..anywhere i will do my best!huh..mesti boleh wan..huh..add oil...

so my streamyx already gau dim lo.one indian guy come and repair cost 60bux!huh..so sien la..now become nai ma already hehe..but jus a half day only la...luckly..

so wish me good luck tommorrow and the day after tommorow!
have a nice day~

huh..who the want should feel stress!!28 nov 2009

gila already this month so stress leh!stress about my working place my family my pendrive taken from that fellu!!!HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
i feel really want to go a big big sea to shout as loud as i can la!!!!!!!
today i feel really really tired cause i never thought to work full so yesterday i slept 3.30am++ then i wake up 8.45am..suddenly my supervisor told me i got to work full that time i just feel ok la..
then around 8pm i feel getting tired tired tired even walk also feel so sleepy WTH! then 9.55pm i received massage from bp shop supervisor scold me why i never tell her that soon.come lost the slippers!my god!me the one she blame??did i do anything wrong??im not understand la..she say i make her so dissapointant but..walau i also dont know want to say what that time i just feel my tear want drop down only..the way she type like blaming me..1st as a friend s.c ask me to keep it as a secret so i just do la..if i feel her sure i kena from s.c so!what i should do!!next time i dont want to know anything la..i feel so tired la even im just a part timer!!!no one can help me i just call soon come and ask her why she tell out my name i just like a victim!

sometime i also dont what they want!so stress about the new job and now this!actually they say part time is just relax no need worried about commission but..is stress between friend and supervisor!
and sometime i feel angry is they suka suka put me up and down up and down!

so 10pm i go back with yj lo..we then go mamat and talk talk i also got tell her about my thing.

and my pendrive i also no mood to think already!/..

LIFE!should be like that?

no way...

somettime i feel like i dont which road i should continue go..huh..so stress looking all my friend study and working of cause jealous but...i working too...

talking about my working place...feel like no energy like last time cause my supervisor already go to england withought her to guide us i feel like no challenge in this job..just imagine before she leave the sales for every sat and sun is rm1000++..but now,cannot hit not even rm800 i know as a part time i should't be too busy body because i didnt get any commision..but once i work for this company i think that i should do my job cause company giving money..haiz..but those can get commission just didnt do their job !even got cfustomer only me and a chinese girl serve!really F la!sometime kiosk supervisor tell B that her staff this and that huh..she got mouth to say people but please la!before you say people please look at yourself la!!and tell the true la 'dont you also like that!' haiz...but i dont know la luckly i only work from 6.30-10pm..dont care la.not my problem im not a supervisor!i juat a part timer!
yesterday she told me that HQ people call and ask why the sales so bad!she tell them no customer want to come in!ok fine than when HQ ppl ask her to tell us to talk more i get angry lo!im not angry with HQ ppl but i angry with B!please la who the people who didnt talk more!dont say talk la!serve also no!im not going to listen what she say if think she is wrong!
what to do she is a supervisor!~

3.14am..comfirm

cannot sleep so open he blog to see what happen to him now...
the laters blog is nov...i saw he and she..actually when bola told me i got a bit like 50 50 they are together but now 100% huh...my hand was so cold now...i totally already fong hei him already but..ya im "mengaku" that i told him that ai chin can pei yang..but then this is my suggestion, you cannot blame it on me...because the final decision u had to make ur own come on laa!but he choosing my friend now i also hope he will treat her good and not to hurt her like how he make me....so wish you guys have really happy ending..even you guys dont know how long this relation will last but always keep the good memory..
huh...now my plan is relax untill i continue study...so lazy tommorrow go watch michael jackson "this is it " movie..
have a nice day!~~~

19 nov 2009

my computer finally had finish repaired huh..so whats now is no money no money no money....
i also forget these month what happen in to me..so...erm...i found a new job at epromode company quiet a good job one day rm85...so i decide to quit my work now..a bit feel sad cause so long already more than 6 month huh..but nevermind la..causen im still working at mid.v..what happen to  my friend or mine supervisor is she told me she very stress because of one of his staff never try to listen what she say..everytime scold her already she will do back the same..i just try to comfort her la..and as a friend of cause i dont hope she quit or sad because of her la...sometime i feel my caring is too over but i dont know y cause thats is how i treat all my friend....so hope this thig she cann faster settle and faster get married la..cause i think she now scare to believe people espeacially her guy..so add oil la friend!!!

cc...

so long didnt write blog already so where am i now??is cycbe cafe!!!since 1month aga my computer spoil i didnt online untill now accept lst two days using hp...
i also forget what happen these week...only know that i use a lot of money to repair that stupid computer so i dicuss with my jie too buy the new want..and i make decision to buy laptop..but actually im still confuse either laptop or desktop leh...haiz...

talking a bout my working place la..this whole week also didnt work cause got new full timer i know this show cant stay long so decide to find another part time job...

god i chck my mail almost 1000++ haha all also fai de lo
just now when to eat breakfast with kah foon so long didnt meet her but she still the same...hehe

erm...last friday 31 octorber siew ping company invite tp band to perform playing 'aku cinta padamu;,'heal the world','rock around the clock','when u will come back'..so when rehearsal that time my air still ok..when the show begin walau espeacially the last song rock around the clock i few got one second i want to die!!but i still continue play..huh..die!so after finish we when to wings yam cha and hui min dad call say want scold her already haha 1.30am only go back..its also my first time....but mom sisnt scold haha

the most gila people i never knew b4!

today like wake up 7.30am prepared myself to go for the band practice..im late!!!and not many people come for the practice so got a bit feel like no mood.......boringgggggggggggg

then 10.30am we dismiss s.y fetch me go bus stop...

and i take bus to mid valley for work lo..then on the way going to work i think that is a bit shy to face my "S" because of...something la lazy to type la!

then reach there luckly nothing happen............

i went out for lunch, after finish eat i go jusco to buy my "private thing" then i go back one of the staff sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sobuk want to see what size what design stupid stupid!!!if she want go jusco seeeee la what for see mine!!!of cause i wont give la!!gila then say me wear budak budak wan and say me small i know her want verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry big but please la i dont want to know ok!!!!F**k!and she like to talk those "ham sap" thing!like people want to listen pulak!!!please la is very irritating okokok!!!!!!!huh...i tell my "S" if she still like that and i cant tahan i want quit la!!!gila punya!!!and delete the photo tthat we take together just because she not nice!!!never care other whether they want or not!!and the problem is that want is my camera la!!!!!!

then me and "L***" want to eat choclate and we say want share each of us take out rm1.50...fair la..

then that fellow say "i think this brand not nice i prefer that brand" and keep eating keep eating come on la!!!!!makan percuma only i only ate 4 piece but that fellow keep eating and eating!!! then "L***" cannot tahan already keep jeling her..hahaha so funny la...

then 8pm i go jusco and bought a jacket erm...is quiet big cause is M but i think should be ok la...
then i go up straight to gossip with ainee and bella we also talk about that fellow!haiyoooooo...her personality really got problem the way she talk is straight away cucuk ur heart !~really no brain! talk also must use brain la!!!!

4 day...

29 sep2009
woah big suprise..around 1.30am my jie jie run out and tell my mom that a lot of water...haha so my mom say want deliver already...then i say sure palsu want last where got  so fast..almost 1 month earlier..so my dad wake up and bring  her to assunta hospital...what to do me and my mom sit there and wait looo..my mom so excited keep asking the nurse 'izit want deliver??' huh..the nurse say 'calm down we still checking' haha..
so around 2.00am already comfirm that it will deliver tommorow...
so my mom go bac and oioi around 4.00am my jie fu call say my jie jie gou dim le..haha..so happy
12pm-i go hospital and visit my jie jie the doctor say my jie jie baby got some problem in breathing so must stay at the hospital..really hope he will get well soon..

huh...already octorber so fast the time past by...ermm ok la shortcut la i also forget what was happen yesterday and yesterday punya yesterday..erm..
talk back 30 september 2009..working l;ike usuall 6.30pm-10.00pm that time i already felt maybe or should be my last day work cause mine supervisor didnt arrange the time table for me so is a bit sad loo...so i already decided to work other place..so..like how my friend said part time is not waranty in their work every day scare for kena 'goreng sotong' huh...

1 october 2009-
 sitting like home damn boring huh...then my mom ask me goreng egg so sien already but i also got help luu..


2nd oct 2009-

11.50am my supervisor call me to work tommorrow from 12pm-8pm...i ask her many thing i said got so many people already woh..then she say upstairght also..i said i got practice then she say want mah...??i say ok la..haiz...nvm la work untill this month see how la..i know because of ainee told her my situasion so..i also dont know i have to say thank or schold her..but i really feel sad to leave them...

I know that sadness cannot change anythin
Then, let me be honest a little
Honesty, but without control over the divulgence

As long as the door is closed, don't care about anyone else
One person sitting in an empty stall of a theatre
Moblie phone, let it rest for a night
Difficult, tried to cut away the images of the memories
Tears cannot flow past twelve o'clock
Happy Birthday, I say this to myself, the candle is lit, the loneliness becomes colder
Happy Birthday, tears have melted, I want to thank everything you have given and taken away
Still love you with a little hatred, still need time to balance
Passionate love's wounds, the rebirth of images, wishing me a Happy Birthday..

__________________

26 september 2009

today wake up 8am so so so tired and prepared myself to school for the 1st band practice..
really miss those day at school hu..i wish i could go back that day...
i found im old when saw my junior laugh so lound like me last time hehe

s.y become our conductor..i like the way she teaching...because she tell us the right way we should play..XO
the only thing is my leg so pain...because so long didnt hug my tuba sososo....haiz..
really cant wait the day to perform...

the middle of the practice s.y keep saying so hungry haha so funny..
so around 1pm..we dismiss and i sit s.y car..yj,wei wei sit xy car then we go mid together..

erm...so 2pm i back as usuall working working...silky girl got one stuff i name her as doraemon very gila..keep saying those stupid word make me call her friend to tangkap her back hahaha...quiet happy working at banana peel cause those friend i knew are so 3838..

hope im enough mature now...

erm..24 september 2009 10.25pm...i make a decision to sms him..i think..just a friend so sometime have a sms should be ok..hope im not too cheap i just think to be a friend..so i to ask him have a lunch this saturday..but he reject me..nevermind la..maybe is not the time yet..or maybe he already have other ..anywhere i think i already put down everthing..really put down le...huh...what i have to do now is concentrade on my work!got today i and sook yin and hui ting when to pyramid i i i!!stupid cannot tahan bought a bag cost rm49.90!!and use almost rm100 this month didnt save any money again!!!!

huh...nowdays busy with my work..3day full feel really tired..today is my 1st time open the kiosk and close the kiosk when go back that time feel very nervous cause scare forget to take the bag all those stuff inside the cabinet saw all the shop close already lagi takut untill feel want go toilet..but i think all should be fine...huh 2 day also didnt get any commission cause sales really really bad..and i hope that "hak chai" really didnt lie to post me that genting member silver card tommorrow if not!!im going to!!cannot do anything also!!!

so sien la always face those cakap besar customer haiz!!!!!"this is not a good quality"  "echis soo expensive"  "just a normal slippers only wohh"  "do u think the harga should be like this"  "p***** is a very cheap country,not usa wohh"
come on la..dont want buy please dont talk so much go la!!!!!hate hate hate!!!they dont understand the different between this and that slippers!!

and i hate one fatty boy boy!!when im resting he ask me "auntie" when i look who fellu touching me!! he say somemore "auntie where is the rubbish dump" baga baga baga!!!!!haloooo am i look like a auntie!!!!im only 18 years old!!!!come one la!!make me no mood only!!!haiz!!!baga!@
tommorow full again...but last day XO

money.....face or not?nope...

today wake up 8.45am,,cause have to teach my cousin study "tim chi" m,y auntie fetch him come 9.45am..huh..make me wake up so so early..then untill 11.10am..i got to prepared myself to sing K with my friend..my auntie promise me will fetch me go mid by 11.30am but..i wait untill 11.55pm she also havent come back..so i take cab go loo..reach there almost 12.17pm and around rm8 fly..

then reach red box sing sing untill 1.50pm and got to go for work and rm23 gone

around 5.05pm bola ask me go kim gary eat cause kuen got voucher sooo half prize and rm 9 fly~

..X(

then around 7.30pm,got one indian guy is from genting ask us to join a member and talk a lot alot of benefit so i and my supervisor join and rm45 gone...

luckly my supervisor gave me rm40 for commission!thanks!

and when i call my dad to fetch me he say wait 15 minute..so like usuall thought want sit infront of girl but not place..then i saw got one place is empty i really want go there but i stop myself cause i saw him,i.................................my brain say go say hi to him..but i didnt i turn away and go...i think he saw me too..

i dont know why will saw him today..i work so long already also never saw him..not even ones!god..my heart like want come out already..i dont know why i cant face him................maybe...'kam kai' bah..huh..if 2nd time i saw him again i think i will dare myself to say 'hi'~

when u say u wan let me go,i didnt say anything,just thought u need freedom..

got sometime i force to forget you,but i know i cry also no use..

just think to be alone

only me can understand, his romance..

just tell me the true who u love the most...

actually u really love him ,it just for punish me.

say u didnt miss her..it just want me to feel good..

i got no reason,only can let go

after awhile u say u love me

actually u really love her.

she really good??

actually u really miss her..just tell it out

i dont want to ask.and close my ear..

i really dont hope to listen that you say you love her...

confuse night...

it already 3.35am but i still cannot sleep...so i take my jie jie hp to online...dont know why that time my hand so gatal..at the google box i type his full name..and i found his blog...i tell myself dont care anything about his life..but i cant control myself and click every blog he write...im glad cause he still remember me at the same i feel very sad too..i d ont know which want is true and which is not true..i keep read that blog i keep asking myself how about "M"?how about "M"?izit his use to lie me??

my jie hp ran out of credit but i still want to continue so i use mine..but untill august my name or my news not anymore appear in his blog maybe slowly slowly his already put down..huh...anywhere i really wish him live in happy life..

everyday pretent nothing when my friend ask me about his thing..actually im feel so sad..

it make me think back the day when he say me "lie" him im a bad gurl..so hurt

but from his blog i dont the day we together he is so stress..maybe this is the better choice..

human must grow up la lym!......

14/09/2009

this month i didnt werite blog at all..cause really busy busy busy... i think i have to start write my blog on last friday...

i received a massage from my ta jie ask me whether want to wpork at jusco for rm60perday for 7 hour at mid valley..i dont think i want la..cause i already promise other working place..

so i sms py,mk and yong jia..then yj say ok..

sat-erm...i go working as usuall then around 11.30am yj reach..i thought she will drve her car come to work..but she say parking very expensive so...come by bus...

so around 3.30pm i go find her for lunch but she say cannot....maybe 4.30..

she wear like a chef la..so bad i forget to take her a photo..

4.30pm i find her again..she sy 5pm

5pm i find her again..then her boss say cannot la...so...i say nevermind and i only have 20minute to have my dinner..

i run run go to that oasis food court and ta pou..

i ate my working place and i only have 6 minute to eat...huh...what a rushing dinner day

around 6.30pm pin yin come le..we thought wanted to watch movie..but already full..so me,her and yj(with a so so so tired face)when to stven tea garden to have our dinner..then we saw wei wei,ann nie, and michelle chow..woah..ann nie so se** oh...they want to watch mv too..but i dont think they can book la...

10pm have to wait my jie fu to fetch..today is the most relaxing day for me in this few month..we 3 that a lot of 38 picture..very funny.. then 10.30opm we when back le...

sun...today go work very very early 11.55am reach my working place then i go sox astro world

go chit chat + gossip with my friend..

then after a few minute bola arrive..she ask me go yam cha..cause she havent to start work with her sister too...

first we when to makan place to havent their lunch..

then bola and me when to steven tea garden to yam cha...that time is really many people..

then bola ask me go jusco toilet to makaup..

after that i have to start working..

then lza told me that she not really like that 'ly' and i say me too..huh..hope i can 55 find a new job and run away from this shop...

30august 2009

huh yesterday(29 august 2009),is my 1st time so late only finish work...huh..because of one of the staff do many mistake when closing i have to double,trible and many ble check F..yuen lai she do wrong,write wrong,post wrong!!!!!huh..i wont tell my supervise already cause rea lly tired...and i saw next month time table i saw after end of september my name didnt appear already maybe i should find a new working place...waht to do..part timer....haiz...sooo saad....

now is 02.21am so boring just now find keen teen chat on msn and she say me soo childish just because i ask ask her play poker game..lol...im tooo boring...but she didnt cause she father schold already.....thanks!

then find xiau yen...chat a while..tell me tommorrow she wont go mid.v cause scare of the orphan movie...haha..maybe tooo scary bah.. i dont know never watch before...then...she introduce me...a group of band name escala really amazing string band!!!!!!nice melody!!nice bass....thanks!!!

scary morning,scary phone...

today morning dont know why cannot sleep..i never wake up so early...then i received a call from bella,ask me whether i got take the kiosk key or not...huh..i say no la..then i check my bag also dont have she ask me put where after open all the 'mangga' i say i forget put i know i wont put on the table..is either i will put inside the box..then i start worry if that key really put on the table then all the money lost then how leh...i should pay half also???the problem is the people who should take that key is bella not me..haiz...then i just tell her to see when she go to work..better not to think bad thing when reach there she will know the answer..

then i pray loo..XO

ater that i tell my family that the key at my working place lost and say maybe if really got money lost then maybe i have to pay..then my goooooood mom go and tell my dad then my dad start to say me dont be stupid person to go and pay the money if is lost...then i say havent know yet cause my friend havent go for work...early morning kena scold already!!!!

9.30am i call bella but she didnt answer..what to do i have to wait la...

10am..bella sms me tell me that the key on the table but luckly nothing lost...everything ok then i only can relax..huh..amitabha

what the scary morning...huh...scare already..

21/08/2009**(my day)

happy birthday yin mee...

but this year birhday damn boring...huh...only

celebrate with my family..

today morning go amcorp with my jie..then we when to KFC to have our lunch...(i belanja).cause my mom give ang pou..hehe

i received a call from digital mall ask me to talk

my mp4..already 3 week now only finish damn!!!!

anywhere then i and my jie take taxi to there since the taxi cost had increase so ...rm6.00 gone,,then after take my mp4 already we have a walk..and go back with taxi again..rm7.00 fly again...huh..what a boring day...thought want go singK,but nowdays got that H1n1 disease so cancel already....huh..anywhere have to thank all my friend wish me happy birthday hehe..especially pin yin..call me today morning.

.huh...7 hour my birthday end le...tought can buy ps2...no people support!!!!!!!!!

i bought a soya...but it mix with jagung..yeak!!!!not nice de..want vomit already..

tommorrow work boring boring boring still got

1 week my lovely day come le>...

SALARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha..

when nothing to do i open youtube and suddenly saw a little girl name connie talbot!!god her voice really amazing,amazing,amazing...when she start her 1st word lol...so amzing!!..huh..i love she sing "ben"-by mJ(1975)

she release her 1st album"over the rainbow"

Ben

Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you, my friend, will see
You've got a friend in me
(you've got a friend in me)

Ben, you're always running here and there
You feel you're not wanted anywhere
If you ever look behind
And don't like what you find
There's one thing you should know
You've got a place to go
(you've got a place to go)

I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
Ben, most people would turn you away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see you as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(a friend) Like Ben
(like Ben) Like Ben

13 august 2009

today go times square with azilah and izzati this is the second time i go out with them,everyday when someone asking me go with who i will say with my classmate (malay friend) but they will use a very strange eye look at me.. and say 'malay friend'.then i will say them la..why malay friend is not a friend mek!!!then they will is jut difficult to communicate but for me i think ok la..althought the first time we hang out is a bit weird cause many people thought im malay but now ok already..

we first meet at old town then we together take bus to taman jaya and change LRT to KL sentral then from KL sentral we take monarail to IMBI actually is not far 1/2 hour can reach already...we first go to a souvenir shop each of us my choose a present for our birthday.then we hang out and take some picture,izzati say wanna to buy some shirt for her sister..so we walk so long but cant find so we went to sungai wang..h

uh..so tired...on the way to sungai wang we saw a lot of police azilah told me that because so many people 'tunjuk perasaan' last time..

then we when back to t.s again..and have our

lunch i ate contonese yee mee quite ok la..then a cup of blue carol..they say me rich come on la friend i got work la..so got money not that rich like you guys think..even that waitress also say me rich then i angry and say 'poor people can drink meh!'..BAGA SAY ME DIDNT LOOK ON THAT PRICE AND JUST CALL...

then i make a lot of joke..haha they laugh untill sakit mulut,and perut..haha so funny la...

then we go take photo at a photo shop..not nice de their background..next time wont go there again..then when to a pc shop to buy game!yeak

!

i look at my clock..shit lo is the time i should go back home help my mom...but i really want ave fun with them..so i when back 6.30pm luckly didnt kena scold,and my jie jie comeback early and help..thanks!so i dont think i can change to full time le!!

before come back we when to old town to "buy kelapa and sushi"..then is time to say bye!althought this shopping is use me more then rm120++,but i think is ok la..not everyday!

nice day,nice memory!

zila,me,zati..

huh??09 august 2009

everytime asking the same quetion i also feel boring already..i know la friend is use too 'li yong'..sometime me doing that too so i cannot say people...actually cannot use 'li yong' this word..maybe they really agree you as a friend so they find you for help la...huh..think like that better..

everytime pass by there will make me think back those sad thing..plus now she is the one he love is my friend...haiz..i already try not to force myself to think but i cannot stop my mind..huh yin mee you must add oil..you can do it..just think thAt he is not suitable for you,and the one you want to find..huh...add oil..nevermind still got a lot of chance..remember what waiting you now!!!! MONEY!

like how bola say easy come just let it easy go..dont keep sad thing in our heart then what for we become a human..

today go lunch with bola,annie and michelle..erm..quite a lot of thing to chat de...

huh..have a nice day tomorrow...

already end..

tommorrow is the new begin..

30 july 2009

2day wake up around 12pm..received michelle msg ask me to pui her eat lunch but im just wake up..very lazy..sorry..

then 2pm help my mom goreng telur untill 4pm huh..so tired and so so so hot!!!!

almost 100 egg i goreng..huh..

then i received an letter from sspn shit lo... i scare that gov loan that money for me already!cannot tommorrow i must call to ptptn they wish nothing bad going to happen la...huh...

29 july 2009

nothing special today..help mom again..

6.30pm went to yam cha with michelle and kah foon...so long didnt see them already really miss them a lot we went to MCD to chit chat..talk so many thing..and got one part when kah foon try to tell us that she pernah drive car untill taman jaya...she speak like...ta..ta..mannnn i thought she will say taman maluri 'tim chi' is taman jaya...haha me and michelle laugh her la..still didnt change same like last time that kah foon...sorry hehe...

i took alot of picture but lazy to upload!hehehe..wish we will keep this relation forever la...huh..damn miss them....

that time saw yj mom.dad and also her brother..but they didnt saw me cause i sit behind of them..huh...

27/07/2009

today is my mom off day,thought can go work but that supervisor tell me already got staff so have to sit at home loo...erm my dad finally help me to make place for my turtle..huh..is quite big but that turtle can come outX(so my dad put something on it..huh luckly ok already make me,my dad,my mom,and my sister find in the night...

actually i decide to go amcorp to buy some pc games,when i tpld my mom she say she also want to go..my 4rd jie jie also want go.but before that me and my mom went to KWSP to check her EPF..1st time...

then we meet my 4rd jie at amcorp loo.1st we go to sri melaka to have our lunch..god..i panggil salah the mee..so so so spicy..actually i silap call for my mom but nevermind la..i change my yee mee with my mom..huh...luckly got ABC(desert) if not......huh..

then we when to popular and then walk walk walk...feel lapar again haha then go "ka fei dian" to minum kopi...then go back aiiyo..when we want go back my dad didnt pick up his phone..so we three must go back with taxi..my mom choose this taxi dont want that taxi fellow not a good person..haiyoo..she tell me must find a gemuk,pakai cermin mata punya melayu...god...that time many people ask want taxi?want taxi?hahaha..

i tell my mom cincai saja la.. then we sit that kurus,wear spec punya uncle cab..

go back also no use we got no KEY!!!!!then i jump inside my house see can find see got or key or not but dont have....then i use something to open that door also cannot....GOD..luckly aroung 20 minute,uncle po come back and help us to open...finally feel my home is the best!!!

25 july 2009

today when back to school though want to take my band cert but my band teacher say havent prepare,,,so have to wait loo..and when go bac to see their installation woah...really shock me..their tone evrything is improved a lot a lot..is better then what i thought..haha...then 9.35am have to go back le...cause need to work...aiyoo wait my dad almost 10am only come cause my jie jie la wake up late have to fetch her go work 1st!!!on that time i take the some picture haha..like orang giila..

luckly my supervisor didnt scold huh..but today quit busy cause so many stock huh....kek sei!!!

around 1pm only finish my supervisor told me that my salary this month add already yeak!!i must more add oil!!!!but today maybe too late only eat lunch make me gastric and when to guardian buy medicine(rm13.90X(.haiz...somemore half of the "pan mee" i throw cause i really no mood want to eat..

then when i touch my supervisor that new girl say later people thought me L god..please la,maybe im just too nice..

i dont know why when i walk to buy lunch i will always keep looking on that shop..huh...dont know la!i just want to be back myself

so long didnt sing K already la...want release pressure...

huh...so tired..add oil..hope can study 55 la...

24 july 2009

today thought can go out sing K with my friend but they cancel already...yesterday so irritating..say dont want cancel then cancel dont want cancel then finally cancel..haiz..suan la.sometime i feel myself like'tou yu' in their group..also dont know why...

so sien la..like usuall,help mom help mom so sien haiz..I REALLY WANT TO WORK FULL TIME LA!!!!but..haiz...
today ainee sms me and say she very boring she also ask me to work full time...
i suggest to ask my mom get a part timer to help her...jui tou i paid for her..but..i know she dont want..later she will ask that worker sit down minum kopi..go bac tidur then i better keep that money myself...
"difficulties makes miracle"
everything will come to end..

23/7/2009

today wake up 10.15am..cause have to go yam cha with michelle..i meet her at olympia and we went to KFC to have our lunch...she told me a lot of thing about her college life and about that 'K'..at 1st feel a bit guai guai..but know ok already...erm...erm...and many college guy want to pikat her o...hope she can find her true love...may god bless...

at there we saw a group of student talking so so loud didnt behave themself but make me think back when i secondary school also same like them...

then we when to giant to buy asam haha..and i kept saying her stupid because so many thing that she dont know so bad la...haha sorry hehe..then we have a walk at state..

and saw a group of artis taking shooting then we stop at there and watch and saw my ta jie eating at there toooo....

think so long then i ajak her go amcorp..she say can and tell her lecture that her house something happen haha...then we go kai kai loo.and i help my supervisor but thing and bought a microphone!no money looooo..

2molo go out sing K next day work+watch movie!

$$goneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

tat fellu cousin find me just know i really hate him lo!!everytime i also dont understand y they must hurt me only can FFFF la!!!then i block her!!i tell u what la!im not that stupid girl already!!!im not going masuk ur trap anymore u han fan la!!!

luckly i didnt accept he!!!huh...idiot!kek sei yan la!!!!

if both of them irritating me again im going to *** them!friend i also dont want!

18 july 2009

huh..already decide my final decision is will continue study next year..now i understand how important money in our life..huh...what to do ..i have to accept this..

im so tired already every college is my ownself find..my family didnt help me at all..when that college got problem my fault again...suan la...next year study TAR bah..since my mom so like that college and this is the only college she know..so just go la...erm..if next year i really no heart to continue study then i will work bah..with my ugly spm cert....

today working really really tired...my supervisor say will tell company to increase my salary..haha hope really la..cause need to have some money only can study next year...my mom ask me to stay hostel...i also dont know how..maybe will do so bah...

so tired...now continue watch my movie!0118am~

12/7/2009

today gathering day a bit sot sot lo...all those joke...uu...and when we play the games 'true or death' that baga py ask me those quetion feel like so so so malu..haiyoyo...so sad is my soup god still left a big big pot havent finish and have to throw it to that stupid toilet...huh...that time wei wei dont know inside the pot got carot..so she just throw it like that thanks wei wei!haha..erm..and that baga xiau yen always sing that michael jackson song!feel like really want to punch her la!!XQ

erm...all friend also got their on road to walk..

.feel myself like orang cacat!!!dont know what to dont, which way to go..haiz...so fan fan fan!

erm...ya!when shemon tried to pinch mui koon face..oh god..guess what happen??hehe..mui koon face..something happen la..haha...

althought today feel tried but really enjoy the p

arty la it only cost rm10.45 haha..

erm...the most angry didnt bring camera

!!!god!is actually take to repair!huh!kek sei yan la.

..X(

mee&shemon..

wei wei,moon jie&mee...

mee& koon...

michelle,mee&annie

09 july 2009

nowdays only sit at home download movie movie...haiz so boring...feel like not mood to study...just like want to come out and work...haiz...so boring laaaaaaaaa....plus nowdays so late only sleep 2am,4am huh..also dont know why cannot sleep...

really hope this computer can move to my study room...so when night i feel boring i can play...

oh when la i can only study!!!!just like lazy not like last time..now feel really tired already...

55 end this baga life la!!!!!!!!!!!!!

05 july 2009

really really feel jealous when saw all my friend study...but what to do..??!!i just have to wait wait n wait!!

and today i told all the thing to my supervisor...i know sometime i make mistake and didnt follow the law but she is too over!!!!!not responsible!!i know my supervisor sure tell our manager..but let her tell la!!i also want go already...hope soxworld need me la.....god..........................so sien ed la.........$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ drop from sky i no need work edi!!!!!!!!just sabar sabar and!!!!!!!!SABAR!!!!

55 stop this life and start my study life!!!

i really really miss all my senior and my friend..i really miss my secondary school life!!!!!!!!!but everyone must go and accept the new life!!!

gogogogo!!!

03 july 2009..

today is my last day work for weekdays

when i reach to my working place the time i want to count stock,im really really angry!!!all those stock is very very messy...andim the only people serve the customer..one of my friend go shopping huh...think im robot meh...huh...aroung 9 pm only come back,come back also didnt help!!!finally i know why already!!is because tommorrow our supervisor will come back from holiday so she want walk puas puas then left those idiot stuff for me!!!!!!!!!!F betul la!!!!

she say untill the supervisor so bad but she also didnt nonono should be never do her job proberly!!!

haiz i want help the supervisor to arrange those slippers proberly..but she just show those face to me...haiz...so i just stop .....what to do..i just have to do back my job!..

i know i wont stay long for this job if i find a suitable want i will go go go...

talk about study...now i also not really sure whether i really really can study or not..because of last time case..i really no 'sun sam anymore...'god...scare...just see bah...

30 june 2009

still left 3 day i'll get my salary lo...really hope after get i can 55 start my study...if ptptn really cannot borrow for the 1st semester i also dont know how...maybe work work work untill i get gua..huh...dont know la...erm yesterday work with ainee again..but i suddenly feel she quiet a good person the only thing that she not good is suddenly show face...but she tell me she got reason..haha rupa rupanya something come already...and she and bella also like to rayau rayau but s ok la...no my problem cause i also like..hahahaha...

so boring...28/06/2009

after one of my friend quit the job i feel all the worker show out their real face....i really dont want to hurt somone or make someone talk behind me..but i dont know why after she go i feel all the bad thing comes to me..what i have to do now is do the part of my job..dont care other..cause what i need now is money..2day only the first day withough her i already feel so hard how about the days going on...huh...so stress..haiz what job also the same must see other people face...idiot!so sien la...huh..cannot fong hei...i know now my journey is very hard but when i stay in this stage and not give up im sure will have better life later on...o god...just sabar sabar sabar la...both of them i also dont like..bagades...talkless,less problem la leong yin mee!!!

now i feel my chinese friends is better..kf you 55 come back la...i really cannot tahan la..even one day...

but i know my attitude is not good also la...i will

change and not to talk useless thing anymore la...huhu...

god...

yesterday heard about michael jackson news..actually im not his fans i only now his song name 'we are the world' but 2day watch back his con

cert vedio feel he really a popstar...just wish him live in peaceful..

24 june 2009

so fast already 6 month go...sometime i will ask myself when i can only free???when i can really study,working withough anything block my way...i think the answer is i have to wait wait and wait...

i really jealous all my friend who already study..even working one month at least can get rm1000+..but me..just like a orang cacat!!!!maybe im diffrent from all my friend..i have to work double compare to them...haha..life is like that???

talking my working place..sat and sun only but because my supervisor take emercency leave i only can work mon to fri but only 3 hour..huh..better then no..but only for this month ...next month i also dont know how...just see at home and waste time....GOD!!!!!!!!!!!i really want to study la!!

stress stress stress...sometime myself feel like want to forget everything and just drop at here./..i really dont know how to coutinue to walk my journey...not because of tired but hard..huh..no family support...@@

erm..i just paid my streamyx money rm120..is quite difficult actually..got a bit menyesal..but i will paid myself!

talk about my working life..

i really feel want to quit la..when think about that idiot!!!think she is supervisor ah!!piew!!!can simply scold people!!!but i wont so bodoh because of her quit!!!!luckly still left day she will go...huh...good..everytime think she is university student then can pandang rendah me!!i tell u what la..me will fight with you!!althought im not from univesity!!but i will also try my best to study untill diploma!!!even degree!!!U so what!!!can simply look down people!!!dont always say you friend how bad la!!!!actually you still the same!!even my friend only chat with you two time she also tell me that you 'want face' punya orang!!tak mau mengaku kalah!!!i really hate this kind of people!!! nevermind i only work with you for two day!!then sayonara!!!

i still remember last week that report!!is yourself never check proberly but tell boss i wrote wrong you really babi la!!!!!!! i dont know how many time you tell those boss my bad thing but i tell you what!!! one time you do to people 10 times people will do back to you!!!pandai study so what!!!i see when you come out from work how la!!!dont always kutuk people!!!dont always think that you come out from U can bully people!!can look down people!!!in malaysia so many U student NOT ONLY YOU!!!!!but if you come back from america ect.. then i can shutmy mouth up!!!cheh!!!see how you la!!!like to wash people shoe!!!

28 maY 2009

so boring everyday sitting at home haiz..sien untill die..huh just now saw back that friendster msg sent from his..erm i dont know whay feel like want forgive him but scare la..huh..better not anymore..now i really can forget him already i dont want those thing happen again scare..i will delete the massage now..hope he wont find me..i forgive him..but friend i dont think we really can be anymore..so boring 

my dad today ask me one quetion when i want to study..i said im still finding..ask me go borrow from auntie say easy la..not he paid!huh..nvm la..see la..

huh...23 may 2009

sometime myself also duno what i want to  do...

go working or college..but..now really no m

ood to study..i  really hope too//but..i scare to step my first step cause i scare i choose the wrong r

oad like last time.....really scare..huh..sususu

today is my 3 time working saw many different people

 in the world..really..and today i write wrong that stoc

k name  is the 2 nd time wrong already..huh..

hope no 3rd time...my supervisor is a quiet nice person...haha...tommorrow got to continue..but n

ot really feel boring la..cause freeeeeeeeeeee..haha..can eat,chit chat,go out sibuk..haha..but not when got customer la..haha

today the selling quiet good...but i still cant remember the shoe name la..aggggg

-sola

-square toe(s.t)

-m.o.d collection

-active lifestyle(a.l)      

-aloha wave 

  

this haha the most cheaper la...rmBAnana PEEL name+(sola**forlorn)

-men basic

-men fluid

-men urban

-men suffer

huh... i like this slippers..cause is expensive haha and good quality .. (men suffer**high and mighty)                                                                            

 

haha..can already..finally can remember..but actually still got the small name of each shoe this want is just a group name...huh...mati...i'll try my best...

20 may 2009..

haiyo...so boring la..huh...really jealous all my friend that study already..i feel i really wasting my time sit at home!!!what i can do accept then study..huh...really want to teach kindergarden meh...my sister suggest me to teach kindergarden..but i scare la...scare teach wrong thing huh..really sien..

i thought want  to go that MIIM college to take a look..but lazy la..and nowdays sleep untill sooooooooooooooo late!!!huh...dont know la..but really no mood to study!find job..and get some money frist la...

somemore now got to pay for streamyx 60 buxs,last time my sister give me those money i also finish use ..dont know la...'sun ke chi yin la'

give me rm5000 everything can settle ...huh..WORK!

18 may 2009

huh...erm..althought is tired but feel really happy with my working place..know them only 2 days but they really very nice...

after work at 'banana peel' i found that this work really got many different people..some are nise,some are cool,some are funny..

when i start my 1st day work got one customer asking me a very challenging quetion 'what is the special of banana peel' walau..play me mek...huh...i just introduce those shoe for him..then he also lazy to listen and go away..baga!play me ..

but really happy la..but salary so little  only..hope to work 3days but got to help my mom...see la..

huh...15 may 2009

found another college nama 'MIIM',but they only receive 40 student..scare..kena tipu again ..really scare so i must be careful this time..the place no really know at where around setiawangsa area..erm maybe go by bus and LRT lo...hope this time success la...huh...my god...really scare...huh...i really hope i can study..but..then..dont know la..just do what i can do la...huh...erm..tommorow  is my 1st day work at 'banana peel' in the early is a bit confuse to read that "peel" word..but now i think i know already...hope i can stay longer for this job..cause what i need now is money to pay back my sister and my mother,and also to pay my register fees..i dont know why my mom didnt scold me when she heard about that college wont return back that money maybe she understand how she scold me also cannot get back gua..my english really teruk,hope that when i ...if i can study that college can brush up my english language..haha...

hope the journey of my life wont so difficult to walk la... 

14 may 2009...

so tired!because of that SRI college!!!!haiz...make me have to find other college!!really no brain la!!! last minute already!haiz...if i know i better go TAR college...haiz..now only left 2 days..many college start next monday!how la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!duno la..maybe go for work 1st la..no choice haiz..no ones want to help me!
do so many reseach on web....but all so far,expensive...the only way is if got a big gold drop from the sky..then everything can settle!haiz...dreaming la...die!very tired and no mood to study le...

bad luck 2009!

9 may 2009

 younger cousin brother...

  my cousin sister..busy eating crab..yamm..yamm

see both of us..gila already.

 my 3rd jie,me and my coursin brother

erm... eat dinner with auntie pui and auntie sharon family..a bit far from my house la..so my dad start say my mom...next time if my auntie ask we out he dont want go already cause 1st expensive..2nd not nice,but i feel ok la..especially the crab!erm..when go back that time my dad sesat already...but finally can know cause got sign board.so hungry that time...whole family..im the only one who eat crab...huh...almost $$100..

9 may 2009...

breakfast..

tq tq...

me and ys..
see this yj really ntg to do lo..
can you see NO ENTRY!

today volunteer at kwan yin tin...erm..a bit boring la..cause like a dog watch that dog...erm...got give one uncle scold la!!and when i ask them enter from the front door they give so many reason say my son la,my daughter what what what la..huh...chong zhi is boring la...me and yj stand there also dont know do what..haiz...but nevermind la.cause untill 1.30pm we went back le...

haiz...get one lost one..8 may 2009

get a job lost rm700..haiz...sei la sei la sei laa..how to tell my parent???especially my dad.shit lo..i plan to give myself but then i need 3 month..they wont believe me wan..tel or not?tell or not?sei sei sei la...how??????today that fellu call me.and tell me that she already settle everything for me and i can start next week..but i already no mood to study there!!!haiz..say open that class for mee..how?study?dont want?study?rm700 leh.....i dont know la./././baga baga baga!

argue!!!!!!!

haiz...i tell myself not to study that college anymore!!!even didnt pay back also im not going to study!!no no no!!!!!!!!never!!!

my stupid jie fu so 8 po!!!always sibuk into other people bussiness thought he very brave!!!baga!!!!only know how to scold me say me!!!!say what wanna scold that fellu!!!i tell YOU!!YES im not DARE!!! because im not that kind of person!!what also scold scold scold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!maybe it can use others way to solve it!!!!why must use that way!!!haiz!!!thats why everytime i wont tell him my thing, cause he only know scold scold scold!!!!!but my jie jie will tell !!!!!!im not going to tell mine thing to them anymore!!! only know scold!!!scold can solve the problem!!!only will make the problem become worse and worse only!!!haiz...BAD MOOD!!!!really BAd!!!is that anyone trying to play me???im also a  human..cannot tahan anymore...haiz............

no one understand me...

i know i wont so lucky! 7 may 2009

i know already!!so much time,money i put in that college but finally..what i also didnt get!!!!!i reAlly really happy when know that i will start study next week..but now??all gone..now i realize that when you want to get something is very difficult..maybe its take you many days,or even many years...but when you are success or you get that thing ,if you arelucky maybe you only have to wait few days..but if you are not it can take back everything that you try very hard to get in a minute or even a second...huh...how come my life is like that de....really sad la..huh..

yesterday i already feel something gonna to happen and i know it should't be a good thing...and today when i went there..really lo..that counsellor told me..that i have to change course..and ask me change to bussiness,she told me 70% are similar as mass comm..but i really cant force myself to study something that i dont like la..really cannot...haiz...everything just like from a top drop to a bottom...my heart really really pain..who can help me???????no one...what to do find anothere college la...no a big problem(lie myself)...haiz...

really feel don't want to study.. so tired already!!find here and there,.call here and there!
really tired...

got to tell SRI college two word...
GOOD BYE...

6 may2009

today weke up 10.35am..thought want to helpmom,but my mom already finish everthing huh..

just suddenlly think about one friend!i feel myself really really stupid la!when need me that time call me when no need me that time throw me a side!huh.and i stupid untill help her everything!amd me myself?get nothing somemore waste my money and my time! and sometime give my dad say somemore!and when i ask for help..huh..will say this and that!
i promise myself will help those friend that really good to me and not 'li yong' me!

i don't want to think her in negative way!but i cannot!!!!huh...

5 may 2009

have a very bad news..about my college..yesterday that fellu call me and tell me that the class will change to night from 6pm-9pm,god!!!how i come back!!!!baga la...then my jie jie say  ask my dad to fetch lu...haiz..don't know how la..next week start already..haiz

today wake up 12.30pm..then online lu..nothing special..so boring..

4 may 2009

today wake up 9.15am..prepare myself to going that college again lu..wait almost 1 hour finally u83 bus come..huh..so tired..

luckly that driver tell me how to walk if not im sure sesat duno where already..

when reach sri hartamas...then i get down from the bus and find the college..

when want go back that time i really sesat..ask so many people where is the bus stop where is the bus stop...finally walk almost half and hour only found....

12.55pm..

u7..the most stupid bus...but i got no choice i must sit that bus.if not i got to wait untill 3pm..huh..

like last time from sri hartamas to titiwangsa

                     from titi to KL sentral

                     from KL sentral to old town..

                     almost...1 1/2 hour...

next week start school le...i think i got to wake up 7.30am..

huh...what to do paid already.

2nd may 2009..

erm today wake up 3pm..cause really very tired..

after finish my lunch..then i on9 ..saw a msg at friendste..huh..

that time i got a bit scare to open and feel want to delete that msg too..but i didnt do so.. cause i really wan t to know what he write..

he want me to be  his friend back

last time i already tell that we just be friend is he..want to do those thing make me feel angry.

now i still confuse not confuse is scare to made choice..i scare the history will come again..scare many thing, like not really believe on what he say anymore..huh..i really dont know..i really put down everything already..i want to keep on my life like that..cause i dont know when he will make sometime to scare me or maybe he want to play me..i dont know...in the msg he tell me that his still working at mid..but i never saw him....i really got a feeling cannot believe him anymore...

maybe im not going to care about that msg..cause i really cannot believe on  this guy anymore..

althought he want me to be his friend back..but i still feel we cannot close like last time..cause these thing already happen and really hurt me...i can forget those thing,in the same time i scare those thing will happen again...

1st may 2009

me and ling hwei.......

baga ling hwei ask me can take back or not the tag..

huh...only one word i could say now TIRED..

went for a volunteer for blood donation..this is the 2nd time i when to,this time can counted the most happy time for me,couse i meet a lot of friend..i called her as assunta,untill now i still dont know her name..couse never ask her...and got one auntie,called herself as 18 years old girl..quite a funny auntie..but when work she will be very serious..

then me ,yj,ys and lh...

ling hwei is the 1st time following us..so happy hope next year she will follow us again..

my job is..help people adjust the chair..and ect..

althought same with last year but this time is really diffirent from last time..

the most scary things is people complain say they wait so long..thids and that..but is becouse the nurse la...not our fault also...huh...

but really have a great time..

idiot gastric cuming again...but i tahan tahan and tahan untill the end..