after finish my lunch..then i on9 ..saw a msg at friendste..huh..
that time i got a bit scare to open and feel want to delete that msg too..but i didnt do so.. cause i really wan t to know what he write..
he want me to be his friend back
last time i already tell that we just be friend is he..want to do those thing make me feel angry.
now i still confuse not confuse is scare to made choice..i scare the history will come again..scare many thing, like not really believe on what he say anymore..huh..i really dont know..i really put down everything already..i want to keep on my life like that..cause i dont know when he will make sometime to scare me or maybe he want to play me..i dont know...in the msg he tell me that his still working at mid..but i never saw him....i really got a feeling cannot believe him anymore...
maybe im not going to care about that msg..cause i really cannot believe on this guy anymore..
althought he want me to be his friend back..but i still feel we cannot close like last time..cause these thing already happen and really hurt me...i can forget those thing,in the same time i scare those thing will happen again...
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