the sad day come to me..

haiz...only because i din reply his msg..haiz..izit what thing i do i also wrong???and what thing he do is correct!yesterday..



i already try my best to reply him when i singing k that time..but the problem is no network!haiz i already sent more then 10 msg but also cannot sent out..



after 3 hour..o thought my hp got problem..cause i cant call him and not even one msg his reply..and i know the problem is his switch off his hp and 6pm someting he tell me that 'izit very diff to find someone you want but cannot' GOD izit my wrong again ah!!!
i really hope the boy that i love understand my situation lo..and not treat me like that!! i got tel him i go sing k he should not disturb me that time!
that time i really so down.. and i tell him that leave alone..

i also dont know what happen to him...and reply me..but that msg i only read once and i delete it..cause i know if i read 2nd time im sure more sad,down and i really scare i will cry..so i only know that the end of our relationship is on 22 feb 2009..haiz..i cannot promise myself to keep our relation better..haiz..anywhere even not really easy to let go but i think is better we just let it go then continue to argue..i promise myself not to find him or reply his msg anymore...i want forget him..i really dont want that kind of thing repeat again..im so scare

and today...24 feb 2009
j.h find me and ask me what is the problem..actually im not really want to think back already..but i just tell him our relation is over..and she ask me view his blog but i tell her i dont want but she just ask pls so im coming to library but i 4get his email..so..it GOD..'j ding' everything..

i need a rest...

i hope that O.T.W.C manager will call me for work...so i can forget everything..

NEW DAY,NEW LIFE!